Earthquake today at 2.30pm+ but I dont feel anything as I am still on the Bed.
Nothing special happen today, Just had my peaceful 3hours at Gurney Drive alone just now...
Ya I am Emo...

I manage to get all the answer I wish to know. Its really a shocking and sad answer...
What i can do is just appreciate the moment that I left tgt with u...!
From a friends to valentine, From valentine to friends...
Just find out besides Care,Trust,Understand and Tolerate are very important to maintain a relationship...

Patient,Understanding,Mature mindset,Tolerate,Cheerful,Self confident... are the thing that cant find in my personality.
Emo,Hot Temper,Selfish,Childish,Untolerate,Dizzy,Lazy,Weak,Mad... are the things that I have...

Even u already told me that ur heart is no longer only me but before u make any decision,I am still choose to continue and care...

Good Luck to myself... for my career, for my everything...!

Happy Mother Day...

Miss out shooting at my grandma Mother day celebration and Penang Kia cafe Grand Opening...Ops...Its already 5am,I am tired but still sleepless.

I am sick from last week until now. I am really sick until lost my mind. Currently still blur with everything. Putting aeroplane to my Best Buddy, Rock who just organize a Grand Opening of his New Cafe"PENANG KIA CAFE" today sorry bro I cant make it. Miss out a few event...

I am currently still Jobless, been jobless since after terminate at OCBC until now.A few job is still under consideration. As everyone know I am always changing job. But actually OCBC is the longest among other-1 years.Ya I know this is not a good habit. just hope that I can begin my new Job before June. As I seriously feel suffer without a Job, as I am too free and no income, all my plan need to stay in the "PENDING" mode.

Its already Pass a month+. The incident that happen still replaying in my mind. Still couldn't forgive myself for what I had done.I am actually a boat that losing direction.but I decide to continue the journey, because I do still believe there is still a way for me and because I still care. Just wondering what is inside ur mind about me? the fear is still thr? the sweetness is still thr? will the miss is still thr? will the feel and the love is it still that strong to me? But I feel thankful as I still gt the chances to care.

Will be heading to KL next Thursday for a 2 day 1 night trip.Will visit my fren new Cafe.

My New Favourite

#有时，爱也是种伤害。

残忍的人，选择伤害别人;善良的人，选择伤害自己。

爱到分才显珍贵，很多人都不懂珍惜拥有。

直到失去才看到，其实那最熟悉的才是最珍贵的。

Labour Day dinner @ Harvest In

Labour Day dinner with Raymond,Rex,Khai & Ah Girl @ Harvest In.
The food rate is 8.5/10 and its cost only RM95 for 5 set of dinner.

Miss out snaping photo at Hardwrick when Wine session.

#sorry for the poor quality of the photo as it is taken by SE G902 and I phone 3Gs

Its alr happen since 2/4/2010 nearly going to 1 month soon.I do feel regret to what I had done, until now i still couldn't forgive myself for being so Emo and Hot temper until I totally mess up everything and totally lost everything. Its getting harder and harder for me. But this is what I cause,I need to accept the outcome. I am changing myself but I know its already too Late.

We were not match with each other, this is always mention by others and even including u. Our attitude and mindset were the biggest GAP between us. I am still confuse and blur with what is inside your mindset, But I do understand that ur fear to me and the stress that I give u is still there. Do I still have the chances to get back together with u? who knows? But I still choose to Stay and continue change myself, continue to take care of u until the End... even I know there will still be more and more block for me to face and maybe it wont help anything...I do still believe there is still a chances for me.


I am already lost my mind,I lost my confident,
I lost my soul, I lost myself again.
I am currently Jobless,Moneyless and even Meaningless.
At this moment I do feel I am the Loser.Its grey in my life now.
Maybe I am not suit to fall into someone.

If drunk can make me return to the pass.I really wish to get drunk every night.But the Fact is it can't...

24/4/2010 Marcus Ma Birthday Party @ Sunset Bistro

Happy 25th birthday Bro~!!!

A song that remind me something- 丁噹-猜不透

Jahmon Beer session with Beh on beginning of March

I had been very Emo lately,too many unhappy incident happen to me~
Feel very uneasy to stable down my own emotion.
Sad,Disappointment,Mad and Regret are always had in my mind.
I just wish everything will be back to Normal. How i wish there is a chances for me to turn back. So it wont happen, at least i still can secure the only thing that very important for me~
but its already...

When will I gain my happiness back~?
who knows?
what will happen next?

After so many incident.
I just realize the important of all the mistake that i made.
What i can do is just take everything as my lesson,and leave everything natural and back to my own life...

Nothing to update recently,something good happen, something bad happening too.
Finally quit from OCBC,thanks Beh for the chances for me to gain so many experience in OCBC.

what i learn in OCBC:
1st the reality of human being,the cruel in a organization.
2nd the real face of human being when they are poor.
and other.

What I feel is the most memorable to me working in OCBC is knowing a smart and attractive lady in another dept. Her advise and her opinion is the most important knowledge that i learn.

Thanks for the Mini Farewell Party~