Its alr happen since 2/4/2010 nearly going to 1 month soon.I do feel regret to what I had done, until now i still couldn't forgive myself for being so Emo and Hot temper until I totally mess up everything and totally lost everything. Its getting harder and harder for me. But this is what I cause,I need to accept the outcome. I am changing myself but I know its already too Late.
We were not match with each other, this is always mention by others and even including u. Our attitude and mindset were the biggest GAP between us. I am still confuse and blur with what is inside your mindset, But I do understand that ur fear to me and the stress that I give u is still there. Do I still have the chances to get back together with u? who knows? But I still choose to Stay and continue change myself, continue to take care of u until the End... even I know there will still be more and more block for me to face and maybe it wont help anything...I do still believe there is still a chances for me.
I am already lost my mind,I lost my confident,
I lost my soul, I lost myself again.
I am currently Jobless,Moneyless and even Meaningless.
At this moment I do feel I am the Loser.Its grey in my life now.
Maybe I am not suit to fall into someone.
If drunk can make me return to the pass.I really wish to get drunk every night.But the Fact is it can't...
We were not match with each other, this is always mention by others and even including u. Our attitude and mindset were the biggest GAP between us. I am still confuse and blur with what is inside your mindset, But I do understand that ur fear to me and the stress that I give u is still there. Do I still have the chances to get back together with u? who knows? But I still choose to Stay and continue change myself, continue to take care of u until the End... even I know there will still be more and more block for me to face and maybe it wont help anything...I do still believe there is still a chances for me.
I am already lost my mind,I lost my confident,
I lost my soul, I lost myself again.
I am currently Jobless,Moneyless and even Meaningless.
At this moment I do feel I am the Loser.Its grey in my life now.
Maybe I am not suit to fall into someone.
If drunk can make me return to the pass.I really wish to get drunk every night.But the Fact is it can't...
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