My Plan 2009 +

Last night, I cant really sleep although I drink some liquor and tired. Thinking about my future and my plan for it. It really makes me feel headache.

My previous plans already fail. Success in IT lines I think won’t be happen to me because of my qualification. So everything needs to change to plan B. what is my plan B? As a guy on my age who is still lost in his future is quiet useless and I can’t even see any successful thing that I have been done since after leaving from secondary school. Sometimes, I feel a bit lost when reminding myself from withdrawing from my college.

A friends of mine who is only 19 but she manage to own herself a VIOS and manage to get RM10k income. But what I got? I got nothing.

My career,

I am going to Begin my new job as OCBC bank collection department officer tomorrow. Actually I know that job isn’t a bad job but just a lifeless job. As what I had told, even Saturday and Sunday I also need to work. And I believe it’s going to be a lifeless job. My objective for this job is train myself for self-discipline and collect money for my next step. Insurance still is my favorite’s job, we can see from insurance we can help many people and we can see our future from that job. The next step after OCBC is Insurance. I have been interview at Photostat machine supplier, networking company, Event Company, alcohol manufacturer and bank. Why I choose that company? Because I know what I need now are cash and my confident. I have been told by a Pegie her friend is looking for a full time clown and he is planning to train a clown. Its impress me because I am extremely interested on being a clown. You know y? Because it really match my attitude and my talent. I have been wishing to become a clown since when I am young. A professional clown that entertains the crowd; the kids like the clown, the senior like the clown and everyone like the clown. So I decided to call the professional clown tomorrow.

My study,

To Be continue…

Wanted list 2009

1. My own low cost apartment.
2. A new handphone to replace my old phone.
   
3. D60 or D90
4. A Casio watch or a Seiko watch
5. A trip to Bangkok or Taiwan after my birthday.

A week without Working...

Night Life ~current wallpaper

12-3-2009 is the Last day i quit from my previous company... Change JOB again ?

I have been working at boutique... Extreme, Echo Park , follow by health care sales OGAWA and DIGI headquarter as a sales representative. Then IT hardware suppler and Solution Provider.

so many job i have change. I know isn't a good record for me. But thats not what i want. i just wish to get a job that really suitable for me. Sales? customer services? i gt the talent to be a good sales man but i dont know how to contribute my talent. I cant really find a job that suitable me. and i know i am not stable and inmatured. i have nothing in the 5C > credit card,condo,Car,cert,cash. i am still empty....

I am working very hard to search for my job now. been interview for 6 company lastweek.rejected 2 company offer. this week i stil gt a few interview to go. hope i can really got a job by end of this month.

Lost my confident since i am coming back to Penang. I really wish my confident will be back.

RELATIONSHIP ?
falling on a very gorgeous and attractive gal but without a stable job,a stable income i prefer to hide my admire to her quietly.

No money = No confident is oways set in my mind...

Party? yea i still party regularly.
But the mood of party is gone.the purpose for party for me is only on alcohol.

what have i done during my holiday?
DRAMA, Movie on PPS ,clubbing , supper , visiting forum , Jobstreet session , interview session , Beer Session , Smoking session , and some other meaningless activity.
Lifeless ...

my wishlist for now is only contain 1 things.

A PROPER JOB.


suddenly miss the taste of wines...

ICE CREAM BBC

short update...

Busy? nop...
Free? nop...
Sad? nop...
happy? nop...

didn't update my blog for sometimes. almost 1 and a half month... how bout my valentine day and other day??? quiet confusing... i just know my mission of stop alcohol is fail... stil at least once in a week for alcohol session... my valentine day i went to club again... nothing special...

I quit from my current job AGAIN...I not willing to quit but i cant really survive with the deduction of salary and the salary is even worse than a clerk... so quit is my only choice :(

My uncle pass away last few weeks, he is a very friendly and funny guys, we will miss u and keep u in our heart uncle...

is a short update...

I need a camera badly...haiz...

my handphone are spoiled... haiz...

I wish i means to some1... haiz...

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